mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
I am ♥

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I've been listening to a few songs to get me in the mood to write some smut and I figured I should post them here so I don't forget them. If you want to use them for any inspiration, shoot. :L

Tell me your secrets. . . . )
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
You know, in some form or another, I'm dealing with bitchy people. Most of these bitchy people are either on Facebook pages or roleplay forums (from observation) and I'm kinda tired of it.

I decided that I would rp for the first time ever on this forum called Gekokujou and its basically a jrock/jpop rp forum that's set in Edo period Japan. I've always had an interest in old Japan so I was like why not, sounds fun. Well the first FEW times I had to submit my application, one of the admins KEPT finding stuff she didn't like about it and went as far as to call my personality description for my character lacking and wimpy. That I didn't really care about because I know I'm bad with describing personalities.

But then she called me and my rp samples iliterate.



*looks left*
*looks right*
*looks and my stories*
*looks at my poem that got placed in a contest on recommendation*
*looks at comments on my fanfiction saying how my writing is beautifully written*
*looks at my badass grades in Honors Literature*

Do I look fucking illiterate to anyone? No one sane? Oh okay.

I. AM. NOT. ILLITERATE. PERIOD. I can write letters and know what they mean, I'm educated with literature as one of my best fucking subjects, I get top grades on creative writing, and I write poetry for a fucking hobby. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT WORD FUCKING MEANS?! Jeez!

I asked her to message me because she was seriously humiliating me by calling me those things and she was like "uh no you message me?" and the conversation went word for word like this:

Me:
I changed what I thought should be changed. If it still isn't good enough then I guess I can't do it. ^^

Mod:
Your uh... apparent apathy is impeccable. However, I feel as though I have almost no choice but to accept it considering my situation

Me:
Oh no, you don't HAVE to do anything for me. Come to think of it, I barely have computer time so I won't be much use and based on the characters already listed no one would rp with someone who's supposed to be a little girl. I'm alright with it ^^

Mod:
Not to sound rude, but why did you even join then? The rules say you have to post at least once every two weeks, for one... And if you didn't think anybody would play with a 'supposed little girl', why did you pick her to play?

Me:
Because I didnt know before yesterday that i wouldnt have internet at my home, so surprise for both of us. And i thought it would be boring to choose a male jrocker that EVERYONE roleplays and people need a new face. But apparently I'm illiterate and make lacking and wimpy descriptions, so I think I'll find a more welcome place for me elsewhere. Thank you for helping me sign up, but I don't want to be accepted because you feel like you HAVE to.

Mod:
Well I'm sorry that you're not mature enough for a literate forum
~

Now I didn't save what I sent to her after that but it was somewhere along the lines of maturity has nothing to do with my level of literacy and flat out explained to her what literacy was. So after that I just told her I would go someplace where I was welcomed.


But honestly, if people like that are on rp forums then I don't want to rp. Nowhere in those messages was I rude, snotty, or mean to her and here she is wearing her ass for a hat. Just don't be like that type of person. Its not attractive to anyone.

/end rant now
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)


Finally looking at my tweets in response to seeing this a few days ago. On a scale of Miyavi to G Dragon, how much acid was I on?

~~~ I WASN'T VERY SATISFIED SHE SAID THAT'S WHY HE'S UKE I SAID

AND SUDDENLY, HE STUCK IT IN. OH THE WHORROR.

I ABORTED HIS FABULOUS DIVA CHILD AND INSTEAD OF BLOOD THERE WAS GLITTER SHE SAID I REFUSE CONDOMS HE SAID

/DRAMATIC FALL BECAUSE ABORT ABORT ABORT

HIS DICK WAS SORTA LARGE SHE SAID THEN HIS DICK WAS KINDA SMALL SHE SUDDENLY CHANGES

NO. NO. NO. NO CONDOMS. YEAH! WE ARE DA TANUKI.

DONT USE YA FINGAS (oh!) DONT USE A CONDOM (oh!)

am i really making b.a.p. x ruki references with this tanuki post

I LIED AND I CRIED WHEN HE CAME INSIDE NOW I'M BURNIN A HIGHWAY TO HAAADES ‪#‎ theprettyreckle ssreferenceftrw.

dude that was only 15 minute? ‪#‎ r00d‬.

HERE RUKI HAVE MY PERIOD JUICE SO I DON'T GET PREGNANT.

RECKLESS CONDOMLESS DRIVING CUCUMBDICK ON THE DEATH VALLEY OF VAGINAS.  
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
Title: I'm With You
Author: MikkitheGazettE
Chapters: 2/2
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Self harm, depression, use of real names, very bitchy and delusional Aoi
Pairing: Uruha x Aoi, mentioned Aoi x Miko (Exist Trace)
Disclaimer: These fingers were made for typing, and that's just what they do. These fingers were made for typing and they'll type all about you......you know. From my imagination. If I actually owned the people mentioned, they would be making more than music with each other...
Synopsis: "I'm sorry I can't become an umbrella for you, but if it's raining in your heart, I'll hug you tight so you don't get wet."
Comments: Part two! Part one was extremely depressing......don't expect this one to be too different. It's not as intense (I don't think), but it is heartbreaking. I got emotional writting all of this because I'm such a sucker for writing sad and tragic fanfics even though I don't like reading them. Like I did on part one, I will post the songs that got me in the mood to write various parts. I just think it's really cool to share my favorite music. Anyway, please enjoy and leave comments! Thank you for reading!

In that moment, he knew he would never look at the color red without imagining it splattered all over his walls in messy ribbons.  )!


Did you notice my use of Aoi's tweet? I thought it was appropriate to use considering how he tried to off himself...hehehe sorry. ^^'

Also, ANNOUNCEMENTS! I will be participating in a Penisy Bingo on LJ. I need to brush up on my smut AND writing so I thought I could do that! TIME FOR SOME MUCH NEEDED REITA X KAI (even though they'll probably be drabbles). I'm also debating on whether or not to make another part to "I'm With You" or just leave it how it is. Opinions anyone? If I get at least six people to say they want another part, I'll do it and make it a somewhat happy ending. *brainstorming*
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
I finally got my flash drive with all of my fanfiction from my dad's house! Which means, I'm going to work my ass off with I'm With You, start my bingo card, and start my kai fanfiction.

*cheers of victory*

Now I have a question for you guys. On a scale of one to Game of Thrones, how much are you ready for the heart ache? XD
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
So I've decided that since it's been a long time since I've written consecutively that i could participate in a .......penisy bingo. This is my card!



This should be fun. Expect a lot of Kai x Reita!:D
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
Can we take a moment to appreciate the perfection that takes the form of the GazettE's guitarists.

i mean


They're literally perfect.
I can't deal with myself right now.
I can't
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
Okay, this whole “Aoi is gay” thing is starting to get a bit annoying. It was funny at first, but now people are just being mean about it. Even if its still humorous to some people, its not right to make fun of someone’s sexuality. Call me buzzkill or whatever but this is getting to be a bit much. I'm pretty sure this is why he keeps having to repeatedly say he's not gay. It's because people seriously believe he is an don't want to believe him.

He's not wrong for getting upset at people for wrongly assuming his sexuality because it's his own business.
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
*aggressively procrastinates in finishing I'm With You*
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
Title: I'm With You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] mikkithegazette
Chapters: 1/2
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Self harm, depression, use of real names, very bitchy and delusional Aoi
Pairing: Uruha x Aoi, mentioned Aoi x Miko (Exist Trace)
Disclaimer: These fingers were made for typing, and that's just what they do. These fingers were made for typing and they'll type all about you......you know. From my imagination. If I actually owned the people mentioned, they would be making more than music with each other...
Synopsis: This wasn't happening. This wasn't happening to them.....it couldn't be happening. It was all a horrible nightmare that they were going to wake up from. When they woke, they'd be in their bed cuddling each other and kissing and smiling at each other and being the happiest couple in the world. But it wasn't a nightmare. He was outside on his knees begging his one true love not to leave him alone; it was very real and Uruha was still going to do it. This was reality.
Comments: Angst, angst, angst, oh the angst. Mostly because I'm distraught about [livejournal.com profile] deranged_cloud (venomouslibrary) discontinuing her writing. This is mostly for her as a kind of "thank you" for all of her writing. Writing this was super emotional, especially towards the end so as a bonus, I'm putting in the music I listened to to help me get in the mood to write this piece. And I want to thank [livejournal.com profile] xadowangel for being my beta! Her editing is pretty damned awesome, if I must say so myself.  ありがとございます!

I'm so in love you Aoi, to the point where I would kill myself on the spot if you were to die. I would give up the fucking band if losing you was the other alternative, but I can't do this anymore. )
(Part 2)
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
Alright I'm sick of this. Ever since Ruki stopped drawing the lines on his neck to accent his jaw, people have been making fun of him so much. The thing I see the most is that he's fat or really chubby. Whoever says that is the biggest dick ever. Don't you realize that he's already insecure about that and you're just making it worse? I can't believe some people. Just because his neck area is a little wide doesn't mean it's because he's fat; it's just how his structure is. If you were born super skinny, would you want me to call you a bonny skeleton just because you have no weight on you? Or if you were like me and born quite big, would you feel comfortable if someone called you a whale because you have a lot of weight on you? You can't help it and neither can Ruki. Don't put him down over something as futile as that. Just leave him alone already.
mikkithegazette: (Aoi)
I FUCKING CAN'T WITH THIS MAN. MELODY YOU BETTER BE GIVIN' SOME GOOD HEAD TO THAT MAN BECAUSE JESUS FUCKING CHRIST HE DESERVES IT.
I FUCKING CAN'T )

Mini rant

Jun. 5th, 2013 10:28 am
mikkithegazette: (Default)
Alright, gazette_yaoi is getting on my nerves. This is the third time that they've rejected my story because I forgot to put a summary even though the summary is under the cut. Like, you're seriously gonna make me resubmit this because I missed one out of seven catagories. Ugh fuck off and get better admins.
mikkithegazette: (Default)
Title: Hurt Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] mikkithegazette
Chapters: Drabble
Pairing: Ruki/Reita
Rating: PG-13
Category: Angst
Warnings: Cursing, suggestions of violence, threatening
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Did you turn into a whore overnight or have you just really lost your fucking mind?! )

Alright.

Jun. 3rd, 2013 07:18 pm
mikkithegazette: (Default)
I think I'm gonna go ahead and go with that fanfic idea (even thoguh nobody expressed an interest).
I now need to choose between Hitsugi, Tora, Takeru, or Byou as Ruki's love interest........
mikkithegazette: (Default)
So as a result of watching the first season of Stargate: SG1 and discussing the differences of the High Valyrian and Dorthraki languages, I have this idea of making a short chaptered fanfic that deals with other-worldly beings that come into contact with humans. Of course it's going to be a GazettE ff (because I can't write anything else /sobs/), but I have no idea if I want to make it AU where few/none of the guys are musicians or keep them as they are. Again, this is just an idea so I may or may not go with it.
If anyone has a love for fantasy, language, culture, and linguistics, then feel free to tell me if you are interested in helping me write. I'll put the main quote under the cut to show you what the language looks like and how it's used.


Avakt sh'no anand'ira )
mikkithegazette: (Default)
So there's a reason I haven't been posting any fics within the past few months. I'm in my junior year of high school, which means work work work. I've had so many projects to do within the past year and it's a wonder a procrastinator like me is even passing with a low C GPA. I worked my ass off doing make up work, studying, and doing huge projects while keeping up with the fandom and it's taking a toll. My creativity is at 0 and all I can think about is economics work o.e

Good news is, everything paid off. I passed my graduation test which means I get to graduate next year (......graduation.....test......)! This week, I have to get through finals and then I'll be a senior. Whoa. I still remember my first day as a freshman. I got detention for dress code violation and cried that entire day. :3

But anyway, once I get through these last few days of school, I'll be able to save money to get my laptop repaired i.e more writing! Not that anyone reads it anyway, but I enjoy it. I guess it'll be easier since I'm trying to get a job at my mom's library. I don't mind just volunteering, but I need to start getting paid for something.

Well, until next time!
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I know we aren't getting along and aren't speaking much, but it'd be nice if my dad at least remembered to wish me happy birthday.

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